i sigh and bite my lip i can't hear Your words anymore all i can hear is the sound of tears rushing to my eyes, ready to pour and an indistinct hum i recognize as Your voice usually poetry to me instead just puts a lump in my throat and leaves my chest hollow. i search the ground for my composure but find only an insincere smile i'm just hoping that You can't tell that my heart just shattered like cheap glass on tile. why'd i have to notice Your smile?