Inject that myriad dose in my brain don't tell me what it is Shrapnel surprise is all i need Does it hurt, white elephant wars stomping on my mind As you mouth pours crystal letters that form wet words That flow into my minds puddle, and finds it's way to our oceans heart Will this feeling stop, when will it part My arms are breaking My legs just broke Is the clock farther away or is it just moving slower My feet are walking on plush ground my equilibrium is confused Did you run or crawl to help me from tripping on air? Fastidious eyes are tip toeing on my spine as my arm are keeping my lungs from the ground don't stop to inhale, forgetting how to breath Panic attack, shark attack will bite you on the leg and pull you down Trying to make a way to the glass bathroom You turn on the water, within seconds a waterfall That is drenching deafening rapids into my ear Get this cantankerous feeling away I'v never wanted to snap so bad in my life the water stops, the hurricane in my stomach starts Green light mean blow After 5 minutes I don't even know what was coming out I thought my lungs would explode from an over excessive Amount of my body's fluids Stumble to stand, mind thinks it's clockwork The body says it's not Early morning burns into early night And there goes the sight My ears burn of ice around my brain Give me the Shrapnel surprise one more time Thin rope around my arm, and needle with appeasement inside One more dose as I lay back, the red rises up as I sink down The night, and my home become silent As i fade away