the last time i saw you was
three months ago
when we were still on campus
but in different departments
different locations
every
single
day.
you made me want to
give up on you,
because it was so hard to even
meet up with you.
i really liked you
a whole lot
probably
to the universe
and back to earth.
even till today
i've kept my feelings
to myself
(and maybe to a few friends)
but mostly
to myself.
yet
you had to suddenly
come into my sight
when i was on the bus
leaving school.
i saw you
for the first time
in three months.
you would never know
how much my heart
felt like jumping out
from its usual cage
and how i looked at you
cross the road.
half hoping you'd look up
into the bus
yet
half-hoping
you wouldn't either.
you chose the latter
and the bus drove off
silently,
but slowly.
that was also the last time
i saw you.

it has been
three months
since i last saw
you.