Dear Lord hear my prayer make him leave for now I am in dis-pare. The TBI has taken hold and there is no longer any love to uphold. Dr. Jekyll verses Mr. Hyde I fear either who is by my side. There is no longer the marriage for me to complete as the sickness and health is now verbal abuse and not able to retreat. I will stay strong as I go through these steps, my pastor and friends do not protest. This week will be hard stressed as this separation I no longer contest. Allow me to just live a little longer to enjoy the happiness I ponder. To share myself once more and hear the giggles of a grandchild's wonder. I give my whole heart unto you and know you will do what you think to be true.*