My thoughts have become more convoluted then they used to be. Broken, tossed over, and raw is how you left me. Open like a flesh wound, spilling with ideas. Suddenly I've began to forget what I was doing on this site. Now I can't seem to get my thoughts out in an organized manner. You're convoluted and ****. A mystery machine that can't sleep for more than 10 minutes It's 11:24 in the morning and haven't slept for 24 hours because thoughts of you keep grazing through my mind. I wore your shirt today. I cuddle your teddy bear last night. am I losing it? I think I've already managed to lose my mind. My eye brows are green. Not for any reason, and not that this information pertains to any real relevance but I have managed to not be able to process anything realistically due to the lack of sleep your caused me. Trash. My hair falls tangled over my shoulders. Eyes sinking into my skull. I look like I'm dead. My mania is gone and I'm Drowning again. This is **** and I'm sorry For wasting another link on this site with my ****** writing. AG 11:31am