Why am I living in this hell? This smile is fake, they all can tell. You don't care, as im fighting for you until the day comes that i am finally threw. Then you'll say sorry with pain filled eyes as im giving you myΒ Β last goodbye. As a week girl, theres not much I can take Until Im on my knees crying with a shake. I don't want to let go, just want to mean more to the guy that I'm letting go of everything for. Your love for me is fading and i dont know why it just makes me want to give up and cry. I want him in my arms but he couldnt care less About the things I do to give him my best. All I want is for you to care Not tell but show me you will always be there not just because I want it to be true. But I want you to feel the same as I do for you.