I'm a valley, green and fertile but the floods are coming down from the mountains that rest at the top of my lungs I can't get out of my skin my own shadow is so hard to run from The waters that start pouring down remind me of when I was something to someone That feeling, yeah That feeling, yeah it's what kept me breathing, yeah now I steal from the silver screen or make it up in my dreams but sometimes I have to open my eyes and see the lovely lady next to me was just a pillow and the warmth was all mine cool it down with a forty and luke warm meal What's the deal, what's the deal I guess I hate to feel this isn't even a poem just a storm of my emotion just loathsome self pity my words are ****** and my attitude is worse I always think I'm dying so throw me in a hearse and forget about this verse it's the pits it's the **** it's nothing worth remembering just like me just like me