My lips curl jarred around you As you set me free Far from daily soundtracks And hushed anxiety.
Just one drag tonight, I hear my stresses say For sometimes I'm too weak, To push those thoughts away.
My childish tokes are fragile My heart not always strong Isn't that the beauty of you? That's why we get along
I am ashamed to need you, Tomorrow I will try, Perhaps when I attempt to sleep I won't think myself dry
Perhaps when I attempt to sleep We won't need a goodbye.
Please though, I am responsible This must end tonight I may not always win against you But I like to think I fight.
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