I miss him so much. Especially when the moon is at its peak. I miss those beautiful eyes, **** they're so unique. I miss that curly mess of crazy spirals sitting atop your intelligence. I miss those arms that pulled me in when the sun arose and soft red lips that laid a kiss upon my nose. Those eyes that watched my chipmunk cheeks upon the pillow before I woke. The lips that called me your cuddle monkey when I clung to you like I'd never see your sweet demeanor again. I miss your touch and I miss those eyes looking at me so intently when you needed me to know how serious your love for me is.
God what do you do when your best friend leaves and isn't there so close. I just want to hear that voice but I'm afraid to because then you not being here becomes so real. I'm in love. All I want is you.