Drunk kisses don’t count here Not even with me not even when it’s the first drink.
And you said “boys don’t want smart girls, boys don’t fall in love with Tomboys.”
So I gave up my dreams I Gave up hockey I Started wearing makeup. I began saying stupid, shallow things.
On my unhappiest days I still want to blame you. when I can’t speak without doubting myself or changing the infliction of my voice so I sound like I am begging.
I remember being brave at 16.
Until you told me, “boys don’t want girls who never listen boys don’t like girls who can stand on their own feet. Just sit quietly and I will Break you piece by Tiny piece I will Make you hate me. I will make you hate me but you will Never have the strength to leave.”