Who is the boy?
Sophia's father asked.
Sophia looked at him:
the greying moustache,
dark eyes,
short,
but solid build.
A friend from work,
she said.
Her mother walked
in the background
never interfered.
What's his name?
The father asked,
examining her,
eyes searching
her features for signs
of lies or deception.
Benedict,
she replied,
good Catholic boy,
nurse.
The father
walked past her,
then circled her.
She thought of Benny
having nodded
and spoken briefly
to her parents then
had left the house.
Good ***.
Miał dobry ****,
she said to herself
in Polish,
pretending she was
talking to her father.
Not dare.
Good Catholic?
Her father said,
he come to the house
and no one to safe guard
your honour here?
We talked; had coffee,
she said,
thinking of the safe things.
Those outside
may think otherwise,
he said.
Who?
Sophia asked,
sensing her father
walking behind her,
as he did when
she was a child,
then WHACK WHACK,
he did to her as a child.
Now he just walked
around her, hands behind
his back.
Neighbours see
these things,
think what they think,
he said,
in front of her
staring at her eyes.
Those who sin, see sin,
she said,
holding herself firm,
eyeing her mother
in the background,
no words,
not a sound.
This Benedict,
he likes you?
The father asked.
Yes, he does,
she replied,
thinking of Benny
******* *******.
He must consider
how it could looks
to others,
her father said,
not come while
we are out.
She nodded,
looked at her feet,
wiggled her toes.
He may come while
we are here,
her father conceded,
eyeing her firmly,
walking away,
hands behind his back.
She breathed out
relieved
no whack
whack whack.
A POLISH GIRL AND HER PARENTS ABOUT A BOY IN 1969