How thick the glass between you and the ground From what heights the fall How far the way down How many times have I seen you Pressing your body up against that slick slab of water and sand Looking down Looking out Looking up What do you see outside this confining ward Where the doors never lead to the outside There is a room on the end With a pay phone If you know someone who'll accept collect charges You can sing to them Tell them they aborted our first child That you saw them carrying the body through The waiting room Or maybe it wasn't the body at all I'm still convinced of the abortion Someone around here knows The ones who are crying all the time The one with souls Not the ones arranging table chairs in a row Telling us it's an airplane like we're going home I never understood what that was all about Still I made that trip Knowing nothing more than How thick the glass Thick enough to keep from breaking as I Ran into it Tall, such heights, 4 stories to be exact A long fall, far enough to break every bone in your body Bust open your head and spill your thoughts to the cement How many times that was my goal