My life flashes right in front of me like a map of stars Little memories that I remember seems so bizarre From the day that I've opened my eyes to see How different, strange, and cruel this world can be I've changed for the better, I've changed for the worse And my poetically pathetic lines are not rehearsed Just what drifts out my mouth and burst into life I just hope one day I'll fly high as a kite With the old words I remember so well known But luckily I won't have to do it alone I remember my old days and all my old ways And I leave it back and walk towards a better day This map of stars I will leave behind me forever For this desperate change was hard to endeavor