I wish I could leave you a voicemail But you have me blocked I wish I could send you a message But again you have me blocked I'd send you a letter I'd send you a ******* carrier pigeon Just to get a response I miss your handwriting Hell, I miss your hands And the veins you had on your left arm Seemingly protruding and beautiful My friends make fun of your looks to make me laugh ... But to be honest, I'm still in love with how place your hands on the counter and lean in a little closer when you're talking I remember the way your tongue touched the roof of your mouth And the squareness of your teeth And the way a lisp came out sometimes, but it was always so faint no one could really hear it, unless they listened close enough These were the times when you couldn't even hear the leaves rustle. You have a bad reputation But hell, I was willing to love you through it That poor girl She knows what she's gotten herself into But she's too in love to dig herself out Yeah, try killing yourself Run to him with a blood stained dress Shout into the void Scream "help me!! Help me, baby!" But he'll stand there and laugh Shoving his hands into his pocket And then he turns on his heal and walks away as if you didn't just have a heart attack As if this wasnt his fault He's like a car crash He's like being thrown out through a car window and flying until you hit the hard, cold earth And you were flying But now you are falling And you're gonna hit the pavement Sweetheart he's going to leave you He's the drunk driver He's the one who's afraid of being caught by the police And that's just a metaphor for the girls hes ****** Darling you are more You are more than a petty side dish He has a whole feast, sweetheart You aren't the main entre Now someone's stabbed you with their fork of truth and it's not him The truth hurts, doesn't it, baby?