you ever get that one feeling, deep inside you? you just feel like something isn't right like you ate some bad food or feel like there's a storm coming? that's my daily routine Constantly feel threatened in danger about to die, to put it simply for the first couple of days you're the most paranoid thing on earth everyone's out to get you you're not safe anywhere after awhile though you get used to it you're not carefree, no you're just not hiding a knife under your coat and every time some one walks by you You've got one hand in your jacket clutching that knife its more like you learn rules about when its safe or whether its not