At your funeral, everyone that I passed said that I looked beautiful. They said they were so happy to see me but so sad that it had to be this way. They even said how my bloodshot, tear stained, tired eyes looked pretty and that they'd never even noticed how green they were. But I couldn't thank them. & yes my eyes looked more green, but only because of the purple bags under them. & I wasn't glad to see them if all that came out of their mouths' was a shaky & mumbled, "I'm sorry," because they knew I was sorry too.