I ALWAYS COUNTED ON YOU,
BUT SOMETHING JUST NEVER
ADDED UP QUITE RIGHT.
IT HIT ME SO HARD,
I STILL HAVE DOUBLE VISION.
YOUR FACE IS STILL FUZZY
IN MY MEMORY.
BUT I THINK THAT CAME WITH
TIME.
TIME AWAY FROM YOU.
TIME TO BREATHE.
TIME TO WALK ON MY OWN.
BECAUSE THE **** CLOCK
NEVER HELD MY TREMBLING HANDS
LIKE YOU DID.
BUT IT NEVER LIED TO ME
LIKE YOU DID.

*   *   *   *  

WHEN I HEARD THE NEWS
ALL I COULD THINK WAS
"HOW DOES HE LIVE WITH HIMSELF?"
THEN I REMEMBERED YOU HAVE
TROUBLE SLEEPING AT NIGHT.
IS IT FROM THE GUILT?
OR THE CHORUS OF TEXTS
FROM ALL THE GIRLS
YOU'RE SLEEPING WITH?

   *   *   *   *

I WANT ALL MY TIME BACK.
I WANT TO GO BACK AND
NEVER LAY EYES ON YOU.
I WANT EVERYTHING BACK.
I WANT MY SECRETS,
SWEATERS, AND SERENITY BACK.
GIVE IT BACK, YOU ****.