For once in my life I have everything I've ever wanted
A guy I've been dreaming of my whole life
Nights were I don't cry myself to sleep
Not hugging the toilet after every meal convinced it would shatter my fragile physical appearance
You'd look at me and think I've peaked
Maybe I have in everyones eyes.

But in reality I still miss every minute I spent with you
I still miss you calling me your princess
I miss the way your fingers caressed my face with eyes filled with belief that this will be forever
But the only thing that's forever is the feeling of regret that hit me the minute I let you walk away.