I find that music can be disinhibitin.  Ill spend my life always searching for the next song, things that were lost but only for a short time. We are always looking for ways to express ourselves, music often without intention does that for us.

Today we gather in the places we stood before, or the ones that had birthed us stood. we are shadows to the times that have long since passed.  All I can do at this moment is try achieve as much as can. So because of this I grab wildly at moments that appear before me, whether they are good or bad. What else can I do? If I were not to take a chance on the random how will I ever find out on what I could of been missing. I can not say that I write poems more compulsively scribble down fragments of ideas in the split second they appear.