I have'nt the energy, to rearrange the sheets I'll let your imprint absorb into my memory this coffee I sip, seems bittersweet the soft closing of the door is complete what we had last night, was lost in the morning was your secret thought, too much for your longing does his tantilizing breath capture your senses the feel of his new touch, leaves you defenseless wondering? what am I to do, is overwhelming shall I throw you a rope, grasp at a new beginning would you catch it, so I can pull you back in or is the last loop, the final ending?