i am tired of being tired.
i am tired of being.

these dreams can never be realized.
these emotions will crash and burn.
these thoughts drive me insane.

i am tired of imagining
better days,
better years,
better lifetimes.
i am tired of imagining
worlds not at war.

i am tired of my mind whirling
and rushing and breaking
over and over and over -

"let me go."
"never."

i am tired of being tired.
i am tired of being.