My best intentions, it seems, are getting me nowhere. I wonder where you are, what you're doing right now. I wonder if I've crossed your mind tonight. You've been back & forth on mine. That's nothing new. I really wish it were easier to believe the things you say. I wish it were easy to simply walk away. A wise man once said, "Self harm is pretty much the definition of love." I constantly find myself racking my brain for a logical reason to stay. Love isn't logical, though. So I'll keep torturing myself until something comes along to make me quit. Because, as a wise young man once said, Self harm is pretty much the definition of love.