I didn't know. I didn't know that she believed in God as much as I did. I didn't see. I didn't see her gain 150 pounds of pure stress. I didn't hear. I didn't hear the doctor talk about her grandfather's new-found Cancer. I didn't feel. I didn't feel the pain of losing a brother who was half deaf. The lump in her throat when she cried every night. She was battling her demons while I was too busy battling my own. I didn't know.