May 2015
I used to fall for her,
head over heels,
but somehow I let us,
get off on the wrong foot,
because I didn't put my best foot forward,
enough times to save face,
and it didn't take an army full of men and women,
in about face to know they set up there own fate.
but of all the wars best spy,
none have gotten the chance to spy on your eyes,
eyes of sparkles and love though light,
but you don't know that when I see you everything seems alright,
even though it will cost me an arm and a leg,
to get close to you and I'm greeted with a cold shoulder,
when I just want your open arms,
to be meant for me,
meant for just holding my body,
to hold not just our body's but souls closely,
but I have to keep my nose clean,
and stop my tears and sniffling,
I will start by keeping my chin up,
and playing my life by ear,
for I wasted all these years on you,
so I need to bid these thought of you "farewell"
head over heels,
but somehow I let us,
get off on the wrong foot,
because I didn't put my best foot forward,
enough times to save face,
and it didn't take an army full of men and women,
in about face to know they set up there own fate.
but of all the wars best spy,
none have gotten the chance to spy on your eyes,
eyes of sparkles and love though light,
but you don't know that when I see you everything seems alright,
even though it will cost me an arm and a leg,
to get close to you and I'm greeted with a cold shoulder,
when I just want your open arms,
to be meant for me,
meant for just holding my body,
to hold not just our body's but souls closely,
but I have to keep my nose clean,
and stop my tears and sniffling,
I will start by keeping my chin up,
and playing my life by ear,
for I wasted all these years on you,
so I need to bid these thought of you "farewell"
idk just something about love, I made it about a girl, in ways the girl could be me, or she could be another girl(s) I wanted to be with, but like her and like myself sometimes we all don't relies when a guy likes us. sometimes its our bad days. sometimes were painstakingly rude. But if you wanna call this person a man, he is inspired by this fat boy I go to school with, Very good at foot ball, was too heavy for wrestling though. But he is the gentle giant, who really wants a girlfriend. he does a lot with the plays. and we are good friends. why he asked me out many times. but every time I said no. And one time I was complaining about it to someone who told him I hated him, witch wasn't true, I just didn't wanna date him (Also I was seeing someone I didn't wanna share with people at school) and he was very upset. and Its happened worse with other girls, who said yeah to dates or made him buy them stuff, and I Showed him this, and he really liked it. so I mean IDC if anyone likes it its just for Jacob, because he deserves love I guess, or I mean At lest not to get led on and used for so long. I love him like a brother, and he gets that, because I've been honest with him from day one. Witch is what a guy wants.
