He brushed my cheek one day and said, “Let’s go to Alaska!” We sailed to Alaska one summer when the sun never slept. But I slept close to him each night in a tiny box on the ship. The waves rocked and cradled and my body moved with the waves and with him. We climbed a mountain and found ourselves standing in a cloud. “It’s alright. Just follow me." We found shelter at the top. We shared clean water and citrus and he embraced me. I never wanted to depart Alaska. I had him to hold and know. And I made peace with God. His eyes looked different that day. Determined and paler. He knew more that day than he had the day before. Perhaps he had made peace with God, too.