"You really are, I mean there is no other rational explanation.” Of course I wasn't having any of this. “Your crazy” I snapped annoyed. “Everybody knows when you are totally ******* insane, you don’t realize your insane. You don’t sit around contemplating, your insanity, dissecting it like a minuscule insect, trying to find the heart of the matter.” Just the fact your considering your slow-bus status makes you sane right?” She just shook her head. I sat silent... ******. These days, I am starting to rethink my whole position. Maybe if you wonder if you are insane, there is a chance you may be. I don’t mean a little crazy... manic... I mean batshit crazy. Insanity is your job. The labor of your days is the knitting of intricate webs of delusion, crafting your own personal hell, making ready your eternal cell.