I never cried at your misplaced words Though, I felt them, So carefully, Gnawing At My spirit.
My heart only cried wet, dragging words That loved hard And too quickly After Your wayward self.
Filthy words spilled from your blackened lips, Telling of your innards.
But, I couldn't let go That somewhat glow I kept glimpsing Before you shut down.
In the moon's attempt at a soothing beck Is tendence to insatiable hunger, Pretending, between breaths, I couldn't hear My own growlings clawing in your thunder.
Teary eyes and hopeful eyes stare down Frozen and thoughtless, cold eyes,
Until I glance away With nothing to say, Ignoring the impending, Yearning.
JP: Looks like the long-suffering extended to even today, or that could just be the forgiveness. Either way, I thought the emotion would be predominantly "anger" - guess not. Ha