I write,I write, I write! I sing and smoke! I sit by an ancient-like oak tree And choke On the thoughts In front of me. I recklessly dabble within shameless ramblings, Often-times taken in by the seemingly bitter, and Bleak senselessness of it all... Get all sunburned like a bruised peach Under the Suns afternoon glaze, While remaining content; Content to be, and breathe, But In the night I come undone, laughing and Swaying, Taking It all In! Blinking mine eyes trying to remember faces Upon faces above necks Did I eat or wrest? Some dementia soothed away My exhaustion And appetite Vinyl-record like fun, Images ever more expansive, Brighter; more extreme In thought and deed. Journeying to edges unseen In my mind sitting still, But somehow racing on weary Limbs; numb. Do I become these thoughts? Do they become Me? Dim glow, soft through A doorway, On suburban streets noticing The lamps through the windows and curtains down Echoes of beats and bruises; On our way to a "get together"; The everyday Woven through, And inside out, Of Infinity