I just wanted you to be there through all the moments in my life. I just wanted to be there for you through all the bad and all the good moments of yours. I wanted to hold you while you cry, and be the reason that you smiled. I was ready to give it all to you, but you left without a goodbye.your back now and I'm not sure if I should tell you how I feel. I'm afraid you will leave again. I'm not sure if I could take it again.I don't know why exactly you left, because the good outweigh the negative. were you afraid of getting too close? were you afraid of getting hurt like the times before. I know people have betrayed you and made you question all the new that comes before you. I promise with all that I can give that i would never leave you. I would fight for you with all that I can give. till my blood dries thinin and my bones grow dry,  till I can't draw a single breath.   I will be there through all the mistakes you shall make, and I shall not judge you for I shall be there taking the blame too.  I shall carry you to your highest peak and let you stand on my shoulders bringing me to my lowest for the sake of yours.  I shall sheild you from any harm that comes near. I shall hold you till you feel safe again.  I will soak up your tears.  I will listen to you even if it's the same thing,  time and time again. When your home is being dysfunctional you will always be able to run to me. When your life is falling apart I will help you solve each puzzle peice at a time,  and if you wanted to change I will help you up to start a new.  I want to take every one of your scares and falls for you,  so you can stay brand new.  I know you want to learn how to take the beatings on your own,  but why when I can help you through.  I will be here no matter what the coasts.  I have been here for about a year now,  and yet feel so far away,  I'm trying to break down this wall but the blocks you keep building up again. I promise to never leave once I know all that's there.  Even if I get bored I will stay there to the end of both of our lives.  You don't think your special but you are to me.  Even if you weren't you wouldn't need to be.  It wouldn't change how I feel,  because I care for you even if this uniqueness of ours runs out.  I'll be right here with out a single doubt.  Or no matter what lies in the road a head.  I have no intentions of frightening you,  I just want to be something you can ease your head.  I want to be yours till the end of time,  not someone that you will just leave again.  But if you do I promise to be laying in the road ahead.