The one's I loved
The one's I needed
Their all gone
Away from my sight they had to go
I wonder if they even know
Did they see the pain
The mask that I put on
Did they know the hurt
Or where they always gone
I wanted to wake up
Seeing the jail again
It felt like a dream
Nothing could help me
Nothing could send my pain away
I had fallen astray
The will of God was not there
I made myself go numb
Never wanted to feel
I was almost gone
When I finally made myself kneal
The sight of God will be glorious
Until the day I see his face
The pain I let hurt me deep inside
I can never erase