So confused
So afraid
How can this be real
How do I deal
Now it will hurt to feel
Now is this a dream
When this day comes
When and what will I do
Will I smile
Will I shed some tears
No one will see
No one will hear
They avoid me
They don't know
I scare the ones I love
I hurt the ones who care
Then I will hide
Then I will cry
That's what I do best
That's where I am me
You don't know
The true me
You don't see the difference
What will become of me
What will I say
Can I change
Can I pray
No prayers with answers
No tears will you see
Pretending to be strong
Pretending is me
Crying in my room
Crying with no light
Is it sound proof
Is it not clear
Am I going to be ok
Am I the only one
When do I feel
What do I feel