You want more? Of course you do everyone always wants more and so you strive and you push for more never settling for simple breathing. But is this direciton just a mitigated distraction? A subconscious reaction to the subtle changes of your very humanness? You don't deal well with the fluidity of existence the unparalleled persistence of ever present change emotions flooding thoughts bombarding heart is beating theory discarding body thudding thrusting and lusting contentment oh sweet contenment and on the heels the clutch of grief despair you don't care why wake up? You can no longer participate the movement towards more you cannot initiate but wait upon the rays of golden starlight lingers a distant pang of tired delight and again you want more