i saw you at the park
and thought you looked divine.
i wished that i could meet you
and make your people mine.

the darkness of your clothes
made me realize who i am
and thinking of the past
made me realize i am ******.

i tried to catch up when you didn't answer when i called.
i swam the ****** rivers, until the pills made me cold.

you refused when i tried to touch you...
you walked away when i got close...
i chased you with a knife,
and you liked the overdose!

catching you is not easy,
i have ran until i cried
but stopping isn't something,
i'll try until i die.