how the **** do I say it say it say it please, SIR It has been said. Scream all you want. I was never for a moment afraid that words would fail me. It never occurred to meΒ Β that one day there would be nothing to say. I have something to say. It is a sound. It is a feelingthoughtbreathtoneimagemoment it is lost in the timespace internal, I have murdered the grammatical fiction, alas! I drowned her by accident, I am Bigger Thomas I am Mary Dalton I am no one and nothing, I am dead. I am alive, and that is troublesome again.