Sometimes I feel like I'm loosing it
Sometimes I feel like I already lost it
But there's that little hope I have deep down in my pocket
I don't try and hope I don't try to expect because every time I do I get let down from it
So I just keep it distant from my actual thoughts
And I'll keep trying my best
but hope is what hurts me
Hope is the let down of the century
You can't hope for what you can't control
And you can't control others so should we hope?
All we do is make wishes
Hoping there's a higher being above us
Hoping we die
hoping we live forever
It's this constant cycle of hate and self loathing .
Sometimes we all feel when we're lonely
But it's you in the end and you can't hope for success you work for it
only you can change you
Only you can judge you
Only you can make yourself happy
And hoping isn't really healthy