I think I'm a little crazy, but I'm not the only one. My lifestyle is unstable. Waking up early to go to work after not having a full 8 hours, drinking monster, smoking ****. Barely eating, and then when you do it's fast food. I can't help but think that I won't be able to do this when I'm older. There's no way that adults live this way. But I'm 19. I'm still young.