Today I suffered a lost, this pain seems unbearable it feels  as if my heart has suddenly just suddenly  be misplaced,  a  case Amnesia is what I guess  he wanted me to feel ,what he thought that I would  just wake  the next day and memory would just be lost, he just left as I stared over his sprit praying that he would come back, I yelled  screamed and  everything in between but  nothing no  words  or  motion just   silence is what I felt
How about a warning  next time , now I’m stuck  ******* in the pain inside   trying to avoid embarrassed I’m starting feel , no remorse or hint of sympathy just  shame and  deprived
Can  you  see  these  wet things  falling or  my cheeks ,I know I can  because  their  at the tips of  my fingers one for  every word, motion writings that  now  seems like  lies  to  me  how  could  you just  take  him from  me  I thought we  had  an  understanding, a  deal is  what I say I do good  as  long you   keep him close to me.
No explanation, just a **** and he’s just gone, gone with the wind, expect even wind doesn’t move as fast as he did
I know I come off  kind of fragile at the moment, but  it’s  because I’ve never faced  something  like this before  
Something I’m unable to explain or reasoning with, now all that’s left is a warm body with cold heart

Now I bet you assume I was talking about death or even a bad break up
but at least if it  was death  there would be a cause and effect, if  it was a bad break  up I  could be  reasonable and deal with ,it could all be  explain, there would be a reason  for but what happen  
what I am experiencing is  much  more worse,  he  just walked away, just like that he was out of  my  life  like I  said  he  could of  at least giving me a warning I received no signals nor  signs or maybe he  did and I just mistook them for  them  empty threats
Words  with  no meaning is  what I called them, because I stated facts  when  he  was  just trying to  give me  his  opinion
If I took him more seriously I would have realized that he was suffering burning in pain things I tell myself now could I have stopped the disease that was controlling him
What if, and’s but’s, is all I think about now?  
What if I would stop what I was doing to hear him?
Would he have stayed? Maybe if I stopped worrying about my life, I could have taken his pain away?
Not  a day  goes  by  that I’m  not  thinking of  him, hoping he is off happy , safe  & filled  with  excitement
Today I lost a friend the  part of my soul that I can’t seem to forget,  I get this  burning sensation at the core  my heart whenever the  situation comes  to  mind,  cause  he’s  not  the only  person  with sadness inside
What if I called him and he picked up what’s the first thing I say, perhaps Sorry!!!! Maybe an apology is in need  
What if I said Hi would even bother to have a talk with me?

-PASSION_UNIQUE