Why can't I get this feeling out of my head. Anytime somebody brings it up, Children, Pregnancy, Miscarriage. The feeling comes back. The empty feeling throughout all of me. The crushing feeling on my heart. The pounding in my head. The all over urge to crawl in bed and never leave. I felt the life of my child evaporate from me. As hard as I try... I just can't forget it. This is the worst pain I've ever felt. And it never goes away. It just fades out from time to time.