I feel broken again. I'm crashing and crashing... And I can't stop. I have people who love and care about me. Yet, I always feel alone. Like I have no one to listen. To hold me as I cry. I'm just stuck by myself. As my brain corrupts. And my heart feels cracked. I just pray to make it through. Pray to not break all the way. That some how... I will get through! And I won't feel as broken. As crushed. As I do right now