gasping for air deep in the nitrite-laden murk grasping at what lurks in the reeds needing the darkness lightened the haze brightened and offering clarity and the rarity of an honest phrase the razing of a debt that weighs that brays its neighing and nagging reminder a tick-tock doll wanting you to wind her a quick chalk scrawl of admonition desperate incitement and sedition left breathless by your rescission by your willing dispair I'm left gasping for air