I often wonder how i have come to be.....
I often wonder how i travel through to see.....

This atmosphere that i live in, I cannot see...... Everytime I breathe my feelings change within me....

This flesh that i live in, i cannot control it's growth... So how can I be expected to control my mind......

I am influenced and brain washed by whats around me..... Please do not judge me for my actions, I know no difference......

Everytime my surroundings are replaced to something new....... I have to learn a new set of rules and adapt to it's culture......

I want to like change, but sometimes it is difficult for me...... As I become embellished with the change I then change......

I am often guided in my directions losing my main focus..... Only wanting to pull into my shell where I can find no answers.....

I drift aimlessly though my mind to try and discover my real purpose...... Only to be confused and excited, which leaves me bewildered.......

I have found my direction many times only to find myself distracted..... As I go though life I have learned many things, only not who I am......

My comfort level changes with every step I take.... My emotions change with every breathe I take.....

But in this life,
I must respect the wishes of my mind that is mine.....