I have tried to get out Tried to ignore the tugging on my heart Endeavored to live away this anguish Attempted to take pictures of people in love Without your face coming to mind It's like everywhere I go Everything is speaking your name You wonder how someone who looks like They carry mountains on their shoulders Could crumble oh so easily I look like I am okay Play the game, smile and giggle Let the world see only my highlight heel Little do they know that I am the kind of girl Who named the stars so I wouldn't feel so lonely I am nothing of beauty or balance I am walking turbulence trying to find her way back home