I love you. I am deeply, fondly, head over heels in love with you. In other words, *******. ******* for holding my heart, holding it gently then clenching it in your fist till it stopped beating. ******* for making me think there was water in a desert ******* for deserting me in land without you. You came to me like a bird and I treated you with care But you left like a hawk and your talons ripped away at the flesh you clenched as you left without warning. ******* for existing and ******* for making me want to stop existing. But most of all **** me for staying by you even now like a dog waiting for a treat. I hate that I love you but I hate more that you don't love me Or like me Or care for me. So ******* and **** me I love you.