you, my friend, are a mystery and though we’ve had short history i often wonder if this will change or if my thoughts will rearrange themselves to put you in a place of familiarity, of space midnight drips from your fingertips and pools into deeper depths in the corners of my intellect it’s what i’ve come to expect from you, this once stranger that i couldn’t help but notice as time goes on you change your song and i start to sing along quietly for i fear the word failure coming from your lips i can feel myself trying as if i didn’t try before or didn’t notice because i was sure of myself... and now i question all i say for i fear my words might sway everything in the most dire way but i always long to talk to you your voice can come to me none too soon