I still talk to her
but it's never the same
she's changed,
yet she still remains quintessential her
and her is perfect
and I never deserved it

tried to grasp for her love
but it was never worth it
for I was worthless

curse this!

how the **** can I cure this?

A love so beautiful
with a girl so unusual

can I do anything useful?
I'd tell her how I feel
but I feel it wouldn't be fruitful

she's moved on
if she was ever there
and now another man gets to call her dear

News Flash!
He was already with her
and you were never in the ******* picture!

kiss your love goodbye

just another lonely night
spent trying not to cry
thinking you ought to die

until you reach for the bottle
grasping for any feeling of alive
any chance to drive
the lies from your mind

you search
but you never find

oh cruel world
just for once
can't you be kind?

a reply,
not even when you die.