You don't know what its like to feel the way I feel....


Strangled till ur just about dead.....


Then dropped yo a icy grave below....


The ice sits there on my skin as i lay there...


Pricking at me and chilling me into the bone...

You don't know....

And thoughts go through my head....

What did I do to deserve this?

Why did this have to be my life?

Sitting there....just waiting to be happy again....


Not a tear touched the California ground... But lots of tears....


It feels like hours have past...but its just seconds...


I sit there...waiting to die...vanish...****

I can't sleep

Eat


Live like this


I'm sorry mommy


I'm sorry daddy


I'm sorry everyone..

Its just hard

Good bye