I watch the notes dance across my eyelids. At night it engulfs me pulling me into a different world. A world called forever. A world full of love and splendor. My heart beat slows. My brain stops. Momentarily, I feel perfection and comfort within this peaceful solitude. My eyes flash open and I am quickly ****** back into reality. A place full of coldness, no warmth, no love. But I escape every night, every night through music.