Every breath of mine is false. It is taken from somewhere else and put inside me by some unseen force. My life is not my own. My blood is pumped but not by me. My eyes are opened and closed but not my me. My feet move back and forth but not by me. Everyone is fooling me. They know my tragic story. They know my secret. That I belong to others and not myself. That I am a slave to someone else. I am a tool used to love. I am a toy that was played with too much. I am scratched and bent and I know it. I have been abused and before I can escape my arms and legs are bound and I become once again a slave to no one.