Picture this a glass of red wine on a white table it spills it's thrilling, spilling it. it's a whirl and swirl of forbidden happiness a shocking jolt running up your arms and into your head the wine is spilled it's trickling down the table legs and onto your toes no turning back now you're the guilty one it's a beautiful, terrifying glory breaking the sequence spilling the wine making a mess not cleaning it up just leaving with your sticky red toes out the front door onto the asphalt down the street and away from the mess you will have to clean up when you go home. It's tingling in the back of your throat that you wanted to do it and you did it and now it's done and it was worth the sticky toes the stained table and the wine you didn't get to drink