A heart,
Wobbling,
As it takes its first steps.
Can I reach you?

A splintered,
Worn,
Brown door shuts in my face.
A letter written with everything my emotions posses,
Sent back into a cold mail slot.

A light,
A way to you,
Creeps into my wildest illusions.
Shards,
Of glass or ****,
Do they ******* you?

Love,
Do you even know what that is anymore?
Can I even call you a man?

Did you watch,
As they blue in your eyes turned to grey?
Did you feel yourself fading?

I am willing,
To again drown in your eyes.
Are you still there?
Are you anyone anymore?
Can I reach you?